Megan Time!

We all have those days where we can't really explain how we're feeling.  It's neither good nor bad, it's just all a bit meh.  You find yourself overthinking every little thing in your life.  You may get the random feeling that everyone hates you for some reason yet there is no obvious thing you've done for them to hate you, or you haven't even had an argument. You just assume that everyone hates you for whatever reason.  It's a confusing feeling as you don't even know where you stand in your own life.  You may have regrets over things you have or haven't done.  It all comes down to feeling meh and you don't even know why you feel this way. Nothing can change your mood or cheer you up. You may end up staring into endless space or just trying to do something you usually enjoy then find yourself still feeling bored.  Either way, feeling meh is just easier to say than explaining what's really going on because you can't even put into words how...

So who even knows what day it is anymore? All days just feel the same. Most of my time is spent in the four corners of my bedroom. Being an introvert, I live for the inside. Except I always liked having the freedom to just go outside. While I love having personal space and everyone is keeping their distance (which is not such a bad thing), at the same time I long for the day where I can just walk around a shop and not have to worry about where I stand. I do miss freely shopping. I kind of hoped this wouldn't last but yet here we are with no idea when this is going to end. I'm not going to lie but I'm kind of sick of being in my bedroom all the time. While I kept myself busy with doing research, writing and binge watching Netflix. I kind of miss going out and being normal. Everyone is starting to say that this is the new normal and I know it's keeping everyone safe. I understand and I will listen to rules of the lockdown but at the same time, this is not great for my...

To Future Megan, So, I did this before to my sixteen year old self and thought it would be an interesting idea to write a letter to my future self. It seems relevant to do this now as it is a very confusing time for everyone at the moment. I kind of hope this letter future self will look back at this time and hopefully we have come of it okay.  Currently as I am writing this, we are in a lock down period and told to stay inside. Being told to stand two metres apart from one another. Being someone who likes my personal space, this is not exactly a problem for me. Going shopping though is a struggle or in my case not exactly possible. I usually look forward to a trip to the shops but not anymore. Mostly because I live with my mum and I never realised how much I enjoyed shopping with her until suddenly shopping with her became an issue. In the big supermarkets they have this stupid rule where it's one adult per shopping trolley. I can't even walk with my own mum around a su...

Happy Easter Everyone! I am sure we are all spending Easter Sunday a little differently this year as we are not supposed to leave the house or go visit family. It is confusing times but just think you are slowing the spread of the virus down if you stay inside. Plus you can always video chat or even call family to wish them a Happy Easter. Make the most of the day by just appreciating what you have. Spend it with members of your household. I am happy to spend it with my mum and just eat chocolate all day. So whether you celebrate Easter or not, I hope you have an amazing day and do something that makes you really happy. Whether that's binge watching your favourite TV Series, playing a video game or reading a book. Just have fun. That's all I have to really say about it. Thank you for reading my post and I'll be back tomorrow with another for you. See you then. Megan x  *This is not a sponsored post* For business enquiries or just a chat email: megantimeblo...

During this confusing time of being on lock down or self isolating. It may be a struggle to actually find any balance in our life. Everyday just feels the same and there is no real balance between being productive and enjoying some relaxing time. It may be a struggle to do even do anything productive as you may think what's the point if I have to be at home all day? Well, there is a point because it is back looking after your mental health and well being. Plus you are going to get bored from just laying around in your pyjamas all day doing nothing productive. Now is the time to start a balance between work and play. Doing productive things like cleaning the house, doing some writing, studying or working from home comes first every time. Of course when you are feeling stressed or unmotivated then it's time to play. Be productive as much as you can throughout the day but if you're feeling down then it's time to chill out and relax for a while before getting back to ...