Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day is kind of a weird day for me. I know it happens every year, but I always feel very emotional on this day and do whatever I can to distract myself from those emotions. Yet here I am. Spending my 24th year of being single on Valentine's Day. It does make you wonder when you've been single for so long, why are you single? The honest answer. I have no real idea. It's not like the universe has given me an answer. I'm not sure I'd be able to cope with a real answer to that question. I can think of reasons why, but they've not been confirmed. 

As much as I don't mind being single. Not having to share a bed or food. Not having to worry what my partner is thinking or doing. It's just me. Yet there's so many reasons why I wish I did have someone. For starters I would love to go on an actual date. I've never had a proper date before, and it would be nice just to know what it's like. I wouldn't want anything fancy. Just something fun where the two of us could have a good time. That would be nice. Even just having someone to hug whenever you like. The amount of times I would have loved a hug, and nobody's been there really sucks. There's only so much pillow hugging you can do before it becomes sad. 

Even today seeing couples posting on Facebook and Instagram about how much they love each other. I've always wondered what that would be like. To share with your friends how much you love someone. Again that would be nice. 

I don't mean to make this post sad or put anyone off Valentine's Day but sometimes you can't help but contemplate it when you've spent 24 Valentine's Day as a single woman and wondering why you haven't been with Mr Right. 

Oh well. I hope you have a lovely day whatever your plans are, and I'll be back again soon with another post. 

See you then. 

Megan x 

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