Feeling Weird

Lately I've been very weird about life in general. At the moment we're still in a lockdown and I'm currently stuck in Wales until the foreseeable which is bringing me down a little because this year I was meant to be studying my master's degree in Manchester and while I'm still studying for my degree, I'm currently not in Manchester. So yeah that's bringing me down a little.

Another thing is that now lots of my friends are either engaged, having babies or buying houses together then there's me with no idea when that will happen for me. It feels like when you're in your twenties you're meant to have your life figured out but I literally have no idea what I'm doing half the time. I have applied for internship but after the amounts of rejections I've received from jobs, a part of me is feeling doubtful but another part of me is hopeful as it will be great experience and the internship sounds amazing. So yeah fingers crossed about that. 

I guess I'm just brooding over the fact that I am still single and it's not like I can meet people in these current times. Maybe one day I will find Mr Right who will want me for me. Who knows? I sometimes find there's no point dwelling on it or comparing myself to other people in relationships. At the end of the day we are all at different stages in our lives, there's no race to get married and have kids. The time will eventually come (hopefully) and if it doesn't, well I'll just be a boss single lady that don't need no man although I would love to one day get married and start a family. I'm not ruling it out. Who even knows what will happen in the future? Even next year could be so much different. I could be engaged or happily in love. Life is full of surprises.

Anyway, that's all I have to really say and I felt like writing it down in my blog to see if anyone else is feeling like this at the moment. It would be great to hear from you. 

Thank you for taking the time to read my blog and I'll be back again soon with another post for you. 

See you then.

Megan x 

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